it is no easy thing to find a friend along the way, i mean the friend whose smile extends, beyond a single day... who has a word of praise, for everything you do & when misfortune turns the tide, is still a friend to you. the kind of friend whose attitude is never dark or cold. but who is always loyal & who has a heart of gold.
-James J. Metcalfe


life is full of people who will make you laugh, cry, smile until your face hurts, and so happy that you think you'll burst. but the ones who leave their footprints on your soul are the ones that keep your life going.
-Nathalie Bernot

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i'm going to isolate myself. don't bother coming near.

so what if i'm in depression. life still goes on. and this means that i will stay in this state until i gets out of it?

i'm very sorry claaar. but just don't bother about me for this period of time. focus on your exams. i can't be cured. and when i start complaining to you, you can ignore them. i just needed someone whom i can complain to.

but no. i'm never going to open up again. i shall bottle up everything. since i can't anyone i can confide in for EVERYTHING. sorry claaar. but i do confide some things in you.

i seriously wish i won't stay in this state. i'm been very moody in school and everyone start asking. i'm been very bad tempered at home and i keep quarrelling. i've even been ignoring some people. ahh. i'm sorry. i can't help it.

all i need to do now is to mug. that's where i can be living in my own little world.
au revoir.

"i rather die in hong kong than in singapore so that you will not be able to attend my funeral"
only one sentence. and that was enough to take away a friend whom i could confide in.
and result of that. i'm in this state now.

i'm never felt so terrible in my whole life. what exactly happened, i don't remember. cause there were simply too many. and what can i do? nothing.

goodbye to the outside world.

vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!

5:27 AM

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